I am running the London Marathon 2011 in aid of The Prince & Princess of Wales Hospice, a Glasgow-based charity providing specialist palliative care for people with terminal illnesses.

On Christmas Eve 1997, my dad, Stephen Edgar (nicknamed Schnoz because of his big nose) went into the Hospice at the end of his battle with cancer. He died on 25 January 1998.

The staff at the Hospice perform daily miracles to support patients and families across Glasgow and the west of Scotland. They have an almost impossible job in supporting people at what are the most difficult and distressing times of their lives. Although I was only 11, I will always vividly remember the calming, soothing care they gave me, my Mum and my brother. Running 26.2 miles is my way of saying thank you on behalf of all the families like mine that they have helped so far and to enable them to continue to do so.

Tuesday, 28 December 2010

No matter how slow I run, I'm still faster than my couch

Merry Christmas all!

It has been a while... I have been running since my last post but certainly not enough. Christmas and parties etc got in the way and I have been a bad. I can practically feel the turkey and bread sauce and mince pies and port seeping into my blood stream.

My Christmas present to me, from me was some new running gear - some underarmour, a lightweight running jacket and an armband for my ipod - and it certainly makes a difference. 8.8km today in the bitterly cold Glasgow winter and I felt positively warm. However, underfoot conditions were far from ideal, and there were points when I really felt like I was putting my life on the line as it was BLOODY ICY. Suboptimal for general self-preservation. Also - I really miss the lovely flat runs along the Thames and generally about London. The west of Scotland is seriously not flat. Very hilly. Up and down and up and down. Feel the burn.

When I was running today, it really hit home what I had signed up for, and I got more than a little terrified. I really am giving up the next 16/17 weeks of my life (well, the parts of my life that the tower of power doesn't already own) to run 26.2 miles around London.... But I am doing it for an excellent cause, and for all the right reasons. 5 hours of pain on the day (I'm being realistic...) and 16 weeks of misery are not a big price to pay to help the PPWH who help the daily/hourly/minute-by-minute pain of scores of people across the West of Scotland.

Lessons learned today:
1. Improve playlists
2. Sing along - it helps cheer you up
3. Stretch properly - it helps generally
4. I need new running shoes - mine "have done too many miles".

Wednesday, 24 November 2010

If you think it's too cold to run outside now, how are you going to cope in January?

Yesterday, it was a 6k tempo run... I was not entirely sure what "tempo" meant, but I was fairly sure that it meant that I should be running faster than normal.

I was awake at 6.30am and thought that maybe going for a run first thing would be a good way of getting it out the way, but it was very cold and very dark and so I decided this would be madness, and enjoyed some snooze time. This meant a run at lunch time.... around Canary Wharf. It still seemed awfully cold to be running outside, but when it was pointed out that the weather was only going to deteriorate, I thought I should maybe enjoy the positively tropical November midday sun.

On the helpful advice of Mr Jessop, I set off for Mudchute Park and was surprised at how good my legs felt. Having corrected the errors of my ways from Sunday (in both music and clothes), the heaviness wasn't there in my legs. I ran in time with the music and, with the sun beating down on me, I actually found myself running with a smile on my face. I did get lost, and couldn't remember the suggested loop back to the office, so I turned around and retraced my steps. I ran 5.6k, and recorded my fastest ever 5k time, including the runs I used to do at school (which is remarkable as I am sure I was fitter then than I am now, given I trained for hockey a million times a week and didn't drink).

I am surprised to be honest. The scenery is not quite as picturesque as a run along the Thames, and I was fairly sure I was going to get robbed for my iPhone by a group of hooded youths who did not want to make way for me on the pavement, but I really enjoyed myself.

I am off to Durham today and hope to have a leisurely swim this afternoon and some time in the hotel spa to try and loosen up my legs in time for a Fartlek session tomorrow (which I can fortunately complete on the treadmill).

Sunday, 21 November 2010

The miracle is that I had the courage to start

So it begins...

Some 6 months ago, I volunteered myself for the insanity that is running the London Marathon 2011 in aid of The Prince & Princess of Wales Hospice. The Hospice is a Glasgow based charity which provides palliative care for patients with terminal illnesses. It is a charity which I hold particularly close to my heart because on Christmas Eve 1997 my Dad, Stephen Edgar, went to stay in the Hospice for the last few weeks of the battle he was losing with cancer. I was 11 at the time and I can still vividly remember the loving, soothing and caring environment there, where the nurses and staff understand that they need to look after the needs of patient and family. They made a horrible 4 weeks more bearable with their incredible empathy and I will never forget what they did for my family during such a traumatic time.

I have supported the Hospice since this time, organising discos, charity cycles, the Forget-Me-Not Ball and by speaking at the Sportsman's Dinner 2008. However a recent move to the capital has meant that I can no longer be involved in the events in Glasgow. So volunteering to run the marathon is my way of supportig this charity which has done so much for me and my family.

I am not a runner. That much has been clear for years. But I want to run this for the Hospice to raise money so that they can continue to help families just like mine and prove to myself that I have the commitment to put myself through the pain to help something I care about. For the record, I would rather organise another ball!!

So it's 21 weeks today. And training began. One glass of prosecco and early to bed last night. 7.6km. My legs did not want to move. Every step hurt. I didn't have a good playlist (actually I didn't have any playlist). I didn't have enough clothes on, the stretch across Waterloo Bridge nearly killed me because the brutal November wind was pushing me backwards. I lost feeling in my fingers and my nose and my ears. I was jealous of all the runners along the Thames who made it look easy. I couldn't help but wonder what the hell I had signed up for. A seriously questionable decision. And I have a blister on the underside of my left foot.

They say that a marathon is one of the most incredible experiences... But the training is miserable. For now I am dreading the next 21 weeks.

Lessons for next time:
1. Get a good playlist (am open to suggestions).
2. Wear appropriate clothes.